we are finally all healthy (at least for the moment)...my knee is almost 100 % again (I only need physical therapy once a week now)...and I made it through my oldest son's birthday party.
Next month we will be back to trying to conceive. To be honest, I'm feeling a bit conflicted about it at the moment. I'm really feeling good about my life and my family right now and I am so scared that, if we do get pg again, there will be another loss. I so desperately want another baby and I truly believe there is suppose to be at least two more members of our family. On the other hand, I am desperately afraid that another loss could really send me into a bad depression.
Ugh...don't know why I'm stressing about that. I know we are going to try again. One way or the other, we will deal with the results. I just hope and poray they are good results.